The last several months have been beyond crazy and I feel like I have been thoroughly inducted into the "experienced" homeschool mama club. I started off this school year at full speed, thinking that we could be in every single co-op in the area and still do a CM education, all while at the same time trying to "keep up with the Joneses" and squeeze in all the traditional public school subjects as well.
Looking back, it's obvious that this wasn't a pace we could keep up with for long. I have gone through a period of complete burnout - and only halfway through our first semester! That...is not a good sign.
I've been reading a lot more of Charlotte Mason's volumes and as I immerse myself more in her thinking, the more I realize that it is ok to let go and stick with our schedule without trying to add in a million extra things. I am also trying to simplify our schedule so that we have more time to truly be at home and allow ourselves time to explore and learn without constantly feeling rushed. I have to remind myself that a public school has different goals in mind and thus must use different methods - methods that I don't need to replicate in my simple two-student setting. It is an incredibly freeing thought!
What a beautiful thing homeschooling is, that there is room for adaptation and change and the ability to do what is best for each child and family in that moment!
Thanks for reading. :)